I Look So Good {Without You} by Jessie James

Mmm yeah~
Mmm hmmm.

Hey boy i would have thought that,
When you left me i'd be broken,
With my confidence gone,
So gone.

Hey boy i would have thought that,
When you said that you don't want me,
I'd feel ugly as if something was wrong.

Standin' in front of the mirror,
My skin's never been clearer,
My smile's never been whiter.

I look so good without you,
Got me a new hairdo,
Lookin' fresh and brand new,
Since you said that we're through.
Done with your lies,
Baby now my tears dry,
You can see my brown eyes,
Ever since you said goodbye.

I look so good,
I look so good without you.
I look so good,
I look so good without you.

Hey i never would have thought that
When you left me,
I'd feel sexy and so good in my skin, again.
And i never would have known that
I'd be dreaming so much better,
Without you in my head.

Standin' in front of the mirror,
My clothes never fit better,
My laughs never been louder.

I look so good without you,
Got me a new hairdo,
Lookin' fresh and brand new,
Since you said that we're through.
Done with your lies,
Baby now my tears dry,
You can see my brown eyes,
Ever since you said goodbye.

I look so good,
I look so good without you.
I look so good,
I look so good without you.

Now baby my body's lookin' better than before,
Ain't biting my nails since you walked out of that door,
I realize now i deserve so much more
Than what you give,
Than what you give,
Than what you give~ ohhh~

I look so good without you,
Got me a new hairdo,
Lookin' fresh and brand new,
Since you said that we're through.

I look so good without you,
Got me a new hairdo,
Lookin' fresh and brand new,
Since you said that we're through.
Done with your lies,
Baby now my tears dry,
You can see my brown eyes,
Ever since you said goodbye.

I look so good without you,
Got me a new hairdo,
Lookin' fresh and brand new,
Since you said that we're through.
Done with your lies,
Baby now my tears dry,
You can see my brown eyes,
Ever since you said goodbye.

I look so good,
I look so good without you.
I look so good,
I look so good without you.

Lyn,{♥}.
26th August, her day :D

Well, there's nothing wrong being a lefthander.

I'm nothing, but a scaredy-cat D:
& I'm way crazier than you,
like expressway crazier.

They call me the 'blur sotong',
But that's just me.
So accept it, dude.

person(s) hugging me tight, ♥
hotmail

hello! :D
completed 4 hmwk today,
so far done 7,
left 8 :/
wonderful.

i didnt bake for delia in the end,
im sorry, delia,
cause daddy didnt want me to waste time,
he want me to faster complete my hmwk :/
im sorry ):

okay, going vivo tmr to celebrate delia's birthday(:
going to be 12 ler, shall send a birthday msg to birthday girl, heheh :D

okay, got to go and sleep ler,
kept sneezing today :x
so pek cek :/
byebye,
nightnight (:

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HELLO! :D
okay, was busy with the 6C gathering stuff the whole day.
it's very very difficult to organise things,
and start asking people if they are able to make it,
and recording down who's going or not.
so far, im still left with 5 people whom i still dk if they are going.
13 people including me can make it,
15 people cant :/
sad case.

heheh.
i was looking into my wardrobe,
wodering what should i wear
for the smart and casual dressing code on fri.
idk what i chose was smart and casual,
but then, i rarely doll up like this, i guess.
idk leh, i try the dress on, and took off my specs.
my sis came up, and doesnt recognise me at first,
then she tio shocked when she realised it was me.
got so different until even my sis,
the sis that sees my everyday doesnt rcognise me meh?
that's really crazy man.

okay, byebye[:
got to find recipe :D

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hello :D
okay, jingru, im here to update k :D

hmm, these few days went mugging, doing hmwk.
so far, im like damn chiong or what, lol.
they all no motivation to study, im chionging all the way -.-
idk leh, i probably blast my music or what then can do hmwk ler,
and probably too many hmwk ler, i scared no time,
idk, i seriously dk.

today went to do some stuff with delia, rc, xy, my cousin, elicia, and rc's sister, elicia.
lol, so is 2 elicias [:
cause we have deprived childhood,
so we need to find our childhood back by doing some lame stuff.
you know the squeeze the paint one,
then can make your own deco and stuff,
then put inside oven, then can paste on the glass/mirror/metal/whatever ler.
we do our name the beginning letter, and i did 'L'!
hahahahahah.
i realised everyone do checkered one, except me.
nevermind, i unique! :D
heheheh.

so damn fcked up,
my earphone spoiled,
one ear can hear, one ear cannot,
like this phrase will weird meh?
people were like saying you deaf uhh? why one ear cannot hear?
lol, that's not what i mean lur please.
im so damn rely on my music to study lur,
now without it can seriously die.

i everytime hear my music the max vol of my phone,
will very loud meh?
as in loud lur, it will like idk leh, like make me concentrate,
cause i wont go and notice my surroundings,
so is like any distraction cant distract me and stuff lur.
xy say i on damn loud,
my earphone max vol,
she opposite side of the table with earphone somemore also can hear my music.
serious anot? so damn freaking loud?

so far, i do finish emaths and chem proj nia.
i left 4 more trigo questions to finish amaths,
cause today they wanna go home ler,
i wanna continue do, let them wait for me also very paiseh right?
cause they waited for me like damn long lor,
cause they gave up long long ago,
so to them, they waited very long for me ler :/
sorry, people, i got to chiong.
dk why, lol, just got to chiong.
i know i damn crazy, haha.

and i cant stand it anymore.
it's only 2 days.
and im not even halfway of this wk.
it's only tue,
why is time passing so long these 2 days?
burying myself with hmwk is the best remedy, i guess.
it can at least make me forget stuff that i dont wanna rmbr for that moment.
especially maths,
probably i do other hmwk then i will start to sian diao ler, haha.

tmr must continue mugging ler.
try to clear as much hmwk as possible.

delia birthday, delia birthday, delia birthday, FRI!
FRI! the day that im supposed to put down everything, like hmwk and stuff,
and relax and enjoy myself like crazy.
and i dont know what to wear,
perfect.
i like dont have smart and casual dressing code norh.
smart and casual?
like how sia?
tsktsk.
must start finding recipe to...
shhh.
and i've got problems doing this all by myself,
cause im very clumsy and blur,
perfect.
and presents? route of the day?
dont know,
perfect.
haha, how screwed.

i wanna go out and study alone.
maybe starbucks or whatever.
but daddy dont allow me to study alone,
what the shit.
at home, keep seeing my sis no hmwk to do,
like so free like that,
you tell me how to have motivation to mug sia.

first time i went to buy stuff like this: cufflink.
for daddy.
his birthday, yeah, didnt know it was so damn freaking ex.
$70++, what the shit.
i chose a rectangular one, with 3 square square crystals in the middle,
dark blue between 2 light blue.
bought already then discussing with mummy, lol.
i know im retarded.
didnt know daddy doesnt like blue norh,
i only know he likes green :x
but then, he still say he likes it :D
dont know is to say for me to hear or really like it norh, lol.
ask him if he want can go and change,
he said no need,
but then i still pass him the receipt.
cause i scared he dont like, maybe he say for me to hear leh?
haha.

okay, like very long post, heheh.
sorry, keep bullshiting :P
byebye.
goodnight[:
sweet dreams :D

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hello :D
well, delia got smth cropped up,
so she cant go out and mug with me.
nevermind [:
i shall start at home, today :/
hmm, i've only touched on emaths,
and i havent even completed it,
wonderful.

got my contact lense before the genting trip,
tried on the day before going to genting,
it's so-so, a little uncomfortable.
then only wore it on the first day to genting,
cause it's getting a little itchy :/
probably there dry lur, that's why.
must try and get used to it :D
heheh.

okay, still having a little headache,
stupid drilling D:

got to go,
im famished,
need to at least complete emaths hmwk by today.
good luck!
byebye :D

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HELLO! :D
back from genting yesterday.
damn proud of myself :D
now i can finally say i've took all the rides there. ALL. :D
i love the 20+/30+ storey drop down one.
among all my cousins,
i can say im the most daring one :D
i kept asking sarah if she wanna try that with me,
finally, she said 'yes, faster go before i change my mind.' :D
damn cool, i wanted to try it again,
but sarah tio shocked ler,
and i dont wanna take it alone,
cause no fun ler,
and i dont wanna make people wait for me,
nevermind,
hope next year can go with delia and take that together :D
the first drop was scary,
my butt cant catch up with the seat,
it's as if im flying or smth,
but after the first drop,
sarah and i was talking away ler, lol.
we met sarah's friends on the 2nd day in genting.
they were fun-loving :D
we played bumber car together,
and we ganged up on some cheena person who wanted to cut our queue.
8 of us gang up sia, damn freaking cool :D
3 are the cheena one,
6 others, haha, good luck to you guys man.
sheryl was very funny,
she was like,
'liyin, if you say you are fat one more time,
elicia's really gonna kill you.'
i replied, 'im fat okay?! my skinnies button came off hor, wthell.'
sheryl then replied, 'okay, elicia, you can go and kill her.'
i've enjoyed myself there :D

O.O i've realised something,
my family, uncle, aunty, cousins all call me liyin,
and friends call me lyn.
hmmm, how weird can this be? :x

however, i fell sick today.
down with fever+sorethroat+serious headache.
now sort of okay ler bah.
in the morning, im like some zombie or smth.
my headache cant be worst due to the construction of the house next to mine.
the drilling was deadly, it was really killing me the whole day.

tmr will be a day out to do hmwk with delia,
how hardworking :D

gotta get a birthday present for daddy,
but i dont know what he likes leh :/

will upload those pics during the genting trip next time,
cause im using daddy's laptop now, heheh :P

okay, toodles :D

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hello :D

redo my nails ler,
but now with another colour [:

cut my hair today.
actually wanted to cut like 2 layer the,
cause my hair thick enough,
but then today cut,
then a little too short to cut the 2 layer one,
cause it may not be sharp enough :D
back with bangs,
well, previously is the slanted one,
now is the curved one.
now i looks like some doll withour specs, that is.
with specs.. my sis said i look like guava, wtf. *roll eyes*

tmr sch open house,
going to sch tmr to help some stuff,
and to earn cip hours :D

i must start packing my luggage :D
m.i.a. ing from 29nov to 1dec! :D
cause i will be at genting :D

daddy finally allow me to try on contact lense :D
cause after today's haircut,
he thinks i dont wear specs nicer,
like duh,
i've noticed and know it long long time ago.
he will be allowing me to try during the haikou trip :D

okay, picture time! [:

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hello, i forgot to off the com ytd night :/
gah.

must really start doing hmwk ler.

and i wanna redo my nails, it chipped off :x

and probably having a haircut tmr,
a fancy one i guess.
got to ask the professional to help me cut(:

bored, i wanna go out and do hmwk at least on my own.

and going genting from this sun{29nov} to next tue{1dec}! :D
and i must go and take the most exciting rides ever! :D
especially the from high high drop down one,
and can catch the clouds from on top man! [:
so damn cool :D

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HELLO! :D

bleah, visited the dentist today.
dk what daddy's doing lur,
change the timing here and there,
he damn ma fan sia D:

tmr got to go return glennis all her comics(:
thanks, glennis! :D
i love you, {L}!

today went back to sch,
hmm, did very little things nia.
mr poh very good :D
today is for the open house on sat.
im under some maths origami workshop.

3e4 gathering cancelled D':
eeek!
cause eugenia's house the function rm cant book,
full ler ):
then eugenia actually asked me if can go my house the.
but next day im going to genting ler,
then even if i go, even if eugenia's house the rm can book,
i may leave early :/
i didnt expect it to be cancelled D:
this is so sad. SAD. SADDDDDDD.

nevermind(:
i still got my 6C gathering! :D
LALALALALALA.
i miss you guy like hell lur :x
love you guys, {L}!

bleh, must start hmwk ler lur :/
alot sia, must chiong chiong chiong!

talked to mr ong kk today,
he said the chem retest overall did very badly sia :/
then he said i left alot of blanks, oops D:
combined sci? or not? :/
he said he can call up daddy and let him know personally.
daddy like more 紧张 than me sia, lol.

these 3 days, my sis's friends came over to my house.
they are really really very scary sia :x
troublemaker,
today come back after sch still have to help them
pick up water baby from the bathtub D':
what the shit.
cause they took all my sis's water baby and bathe with it,
as in put in the bathtub and 3 people started playing inside.
stupid right?
and besides that,
i still got to see 3 naked girls inside, wtf.
then i cant bathe,
cause i got to help them clear,
and i ended up doing alot alot things for them,
cause the whole washroom ended up wet,
totally wet.
do until halfway,
i got pissed off,
cause i've got no reasons to help them,
so i let them do.
right, as if they can handle everything by theirselves.
then i eventually still 好心 go help them,
cause i knew they sure cant handle the.
but then my sis still show me her black face,
i really feel like boxing her man, omgosh.
they bully me! D':
i wanna tell papa! D':
but tell already also no use :/
in the end, it's always always always my fault,
awesome.

i really wanna go out and do hmwk sia.
at home so many distraction,
the com, the karaoke rm, the bed, the tv, alot alot.
but daddy dont allow me to go by myself sia :/
delia, he trusts you more than me sia :x

okay, i shall upload some pics (:

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